Haven't written in sooo long...Feeling a bit down right now, so apology for all the people I abused on their tag in different languages. Don't bother translating it. Anyway, from my last post, about Chris, well, he and I are going out 'unofficially'. We (I) decided to make it official in the upcoming Easter holidays, mostly because we're both really busy and have no time to see each other.
Breakdown Ah yes, for shame...One night I freaked out a lot of people by randomly calling crying over the phone. That night, my mum found out something I didn't want her to know, and she threw a complete skitz at me. I refused to answer any questions, and when I'm angry at her, I start speaking really fast English, and she got even more pissed coz she didn't understand. Finally threatening me that if I didn't cooperate with her, she would send me back to Hong Kong and I could explain to my dad why I was doing it (btw, if you don't know what I was doing, you don't need to know) and then she left my room. Stress from school, teachers, other friends, her, etc, had been building up for quite some time, and something in me just suddenly, softly, went pop. I was fucking angry, and then I sort of deflated, and couldn't stop tears from coming out of my eyes. I turned up the music a little, coz my mum would come back in and interrogate me further if she heard me crying. And then I called Liv. She was sorta freaked, coz she had never heard/seen me crying. Most people haven't. Actually, thinking back, only Ann has ever seen me crying. But that's another story. Anyway, I gabbled to her for a while, then called Eric. Don't sing! ><>
Stand Down Stand down - for all those poor people who do not have this; the grade 11s and 12s get a week or so off at the end of term where they don't have to come to school, they can stay at home and study for their big tests. Exactly what I should be doing now, especially coz I have my Chem test tomorrow morning. But my mum doesn't even know I have stand down, so I went to school, then got changed and walked down to the Valley with Liv. Nothing much to do. Played in the park on the way. Then caught the train to the city to meet up with Jason, Liv's boyfriend. We got to the city at about 10, so we went to Replay. Oh it was blessedly empty. So we played DDR. OMG, I can't believe they took away the Para Para machine!!! How could they do this to us!!! :( Liv played Initial D, but I couldn't coz my machine was screwed and wouldn't take any coins/tokens. So I went and played Drum Mania. Man, we're both hooked onto it now, it's sooo fun!! But it's so expensive, 4 coins for one game!! Anyway, 1pm came and went, Jason never turned up. We went to Hanaichi and Liv shouted me lunch. Came back, 2pm, still no Jason. We went and played pool with Lex and Pascal. Really fun. Then went back to Replay, STILL no Jason. Justin came at 3 and said Jason was on the bus. Liv kept on hitting him (playfully) coz Justin kept on teasing her. Jason FINALLY turned up, and when he went up to Liv, Liv stormed to the other side in mock temper, but Jason just shrugged and went to watch Justin play DDR. I generally don't care if people come late, as long as I wouldn't be late for something else, but in he comes, no explanation, no apology, and ignores Olivia, now I started getting really pissed. Liv said if I wanted to hit him I could, but I didn't, contenting myself with the monitor of another crappy game, coz I knew if I started htting him, I wouldn't stop and then there'd be a fight, of which Justin would be sure to join in. Not to mention, it would be really tense between Jason and me, and Liv wouldn't like it. In the end, I left extremely pissed. Liv and I walked back to school, and coz it was really sunny, we got our umbrellas out. Olivia made me laugh again by being silly with her automatic umbrella. Hahah, I've got a video on my phone! Man, I was so tired, and I still had to walk home. But other than that, a fun day of skipping school.
Now I had really better go study, I don't wanna fail this Chem test. And I don't feel so down now. :) ~karai~